Jul 04

shenanigans again with schizophrenia!

This last weekend, I got my s12 running again fixed up the timing some but everything I was working on took me to a halt when my roommate Kal decided to have another episode. 

Kal’s strange episode round #2

Friday 30th the odd thing about this is how he is now sleeping with his door open and more than often he has been sitting in the dark not sleeping just sitting there and noticed this since Wednesday night. 

Saturday 7/1 he is starting to say Happy Birthday to himself that day and that night around 10pm, I was slowly finishing up making dinner for myself Kal comes in to the kitchen complaining about how tired he is. From there he wanted to start to talk to me about something, from here he is starting to tell me about a burn on his thumb not hurting at all from here he is now explaining that his arms are all numb from pain and it esclkated to how my mom is a witch that has been oppressing me for over 2,000 years now and I am this computer that wrote a script of life and some outside hacker has corrupted the current script and I have wrote another script that I am about to flip when I wake up.  He is now stating he is Kal-El a word for Son of God in another language and how he sees my mom who has been oppressing me for over 2,000 years that help corrupt this current script in life that he was going to defeat her and destroy her. He was also at this time was starting up a small complaint about how we was not hungry and hasn’t eaten since Wednesday nor really drank anything and is starting to get random small rib and stomach pains.   Every time he would say something he is stating that the fireworks from the neighborhood is confirm from his father stating that he is right.

From here he is starting to state about that I am supposed to flip the script if I didn’t die on 06/28/2017 at the age of 37.  He was the one who was supposed to kill me so I can be reborn, so I can flip the script or something similar to that, at least at that I was extremely tired at this time as it was like 11:30ish where he kept on babbeling about his Jesus stuff and Kal El son of god and I am now a computer.

But also, he was afraid that if he fell asleep he will not be waking up and has asked me to keep checking on him just in case.

This has now got me freaked out as of now I went to bed about 12ish when he was done talking about it well I kinda forced myself out of it as he is now wide awake and keep going over and over on it. So instead of me sleeping I am now reviewing my surveillance cameras and seeing him opening the door wide open and him going in and out of my house just randomly walking around and screaming on top of his lungs. He was outside walking around bare foot he was walking around the block back and forth and the feeling I was feeling as if oh no he’s lost it this time to a point of depression to possible suicide ?

So now I wait even longer to see if he returns as I am being very scared over his random screams and his mindless actions.  He was now going in his room and starting to fill up a trash bag and took that trash bag across the street included was his wallet by accident.

Around 3am Sunday 7/2/2017 he knocked on my door stating that the pain was too bad for him around his rib cage and needed to go to the ER asap. So I went a head and took him to the UMC ER. Dropped him off stayed around and just randomly he would scream in pain and being the pain was massive he was crying.  He was sent into the back office around 3:30am and I went home around that time to get some sleep, around 8am I got the call to pick him up where he is now both tripping out from stating his heart is on the right side thinking he is Kal El the Son of God again and I keep trying to sooth him to get some sleep and rest up. He agreed to that he was going to finally smoke some weed as he hasn’t since wedneday and get some good sleep.

Shortly after I got home, I had a bad feeling so I packaged my laptop and get ready to jet out.  This is where he didn’t smoke instead he hears a small noise he jumps up in defense of a hacker is outside and opens the front door wide open. I close the door, 10 minutes later he opens it again.

I wait 30 minutes and in hope he is asleep and I attempt to go do my laundry and as soon as I do he jumps out of of the room and thinks of the hacker again outside and flips out with his eyes all wide open and bugged out in super paranoid.  I tell him no it is just me and do you need anything from the store? Because I am heading out and tells me Benadryl.  So he now knows I am going somewhere.

I went to help my brother with his Xbox one and this is when I found out some noise at my bedroom door and noticed that the front door was open wide again. I sent a text to Kal to please close the front door and he replies again Hacker outside. Then sends me a picture of my personal pictures are in the garbage and starts to throw away more of his stuff and other stuff at random away.

At this point he was giving away his stuff to the neighbor and from there I was telling Matt the situation that Kal has lost it again as he is thinking he is Jesus again.  He then tells me that he was supposed to have this under control if not call the police and get the ball rolling. I than called the police and I guess at the same time He did the same to me calling the police on me as a checkup as he thinks I was doing something in my room as he knows damn well I left.  His crazy tactics somehow was able to fool the police officers of what is going on.  Got information from the officer that I’ve called and gave me that I can file both. While I was at my moms house I attempted to remote into my computer but was unable to I was still able to see the cameras still so I assume at this point he cut my wires again but didn’t reset the router.

I got a message from Kal to “please forgive me” and stated “I was so tired when I got home I don’t remember anything 5 days without rest and I had the all stone diagnosis too”

30 minutes later I got a message from Matt stating Kal is calling an ambulance because of his shortage of breath and chest pains again. Soon as I review the Ambulance come and picked up Kal I ventured down where I see the stab marks in my door by a pocket knife stuff in the garbage and my cable cut again.

Just seeing the Stab marks in my door, I took the day off from work on 7/3 and filed a Temp Protection Order and looked into starting the eviction process.  Still have not have heard from Kal

7/2 around 9pm I sent him a lengthy email a warning that I can’t do this anymore.

It was blunt and to the point I believe. 

 

 

Dear Kal,

 

I know you are most likely resting finally but I also know you get email on your phone. Please read this as respect on my half as you know I have a big heart for forgiveness.

But, I cannot allow this to continue and here is the story of why.

I was going to let it pass as you where also in pain from gallstones as I assumed you could get some sleep and sleep it off but when I came back home after fixing an xbox issues my brother was having and dealing with the cops being called as per Matt and heard you also called them upon me over the situation last night prior to the ER. You have seemed to be out of place and living in both real world and a dream one that you have placed yourself in and as you stated has been fighting this for over 2 years.

You have to step into my shoes, I’ve let you into my home with the thought the issue in Hyannis was just a fluke as you stated and defended. I felt threatened on the May 21st by someone I called my best friend and with the help of Matt, I overcame that and gave you a second chance but now when I return home what cut the icing on the cake was my door with knife marks and you can defend that all you want but this is the last straw. You cut my cat5 and I am getting really tired of fixing my network as this is has became out of control.

You need to seek out professional help asap this is how you can get my forgiveness is to get real help and you cannot live in my house for my own safety Metro has gave me options to use and I will use them as because I can’t have this fear in my life, I can’t have what is going on with you that you are constantly fighting in my life I suggest you need to seek the correct help and come to terms with yourself and stop being in denial because everything you have told me  should be relayed to a real counselor because you seriously need some serious help. This is me being extremely honest on this subject and I really did not want this to come to this at all but you are not in control of your situation.

I am sorry bro but I hope you find the help you need and change yourself for the better in life. All you can do from here is humble yourself and accept the issues and move forward

Thanks again for at least trying.

/end of email. 

May 27

The Aftermath…. I need a new motor at this point…

May 24

Spinning the bearings and a religion delusion

Saturday 5/20, I was so excited I made it to Vegas Drift, because my car felt like it was driving beautifully. Passed tech and even showed up exactly on time. 

When it came to 5pm the gates of the track is open, switched some new tires and went out. Soon as I did, I spun out the first turn getting used to this, I’ve noticed a new power band with this carb, it was amazing. But, when I shut her down near the end I heard a bad sound that I spent the rest of the night diagnosing to the point it was a spun bearing. 

I had to call out a tow to bring her home to start the tear down and get the crank removed and down to universal machine.

Now at this time, I didn’t realize the mental break down of my roommate I was helping him to pick up his life. I known this guy since 2005 and his dream was to be a metro police officer. The people who know me I am more of an Atheist than anything else but I don’t care what gods people want to warship we are all humans after all, my roommate turned into a born again christian but what I didn’t noticed that the girl he was saying was talking to him passed away over a year ago and his father was also speaking to him that also passed away since 2006.  I was a bit too busy with my s12 to realize the issues he was facing and I assumed he had that stuff under control, but when I got home at 11pm it seemed that is was only going to get  worse. 

The morning of 5/21 

In the morning I have woken up around 3am to some damage flinging around and screaming.  I put on some shoes and walked out of my room and witnessed pottery stuff damage everywhere down the hallway, so I ventured to the living room and seen my living trashed and the TV destroyed, I attempted to see what is wrong with the internet but that is when I ran into my roommate, he shaved his beard and was bare naked.  He was talking nonsense about how he unplugged me from the matrix how he is Jesus Christ and I am the holy spirit and how the whole world is on pause right now as the rapture is happening now. Door was wide open and stuff of mine was broke outside, where I also seen my door was caved in. He kept on going on and on about jesus christ how I have saved him and how I have died from the poison burgers we ate last night (protein style in-n-out burger) and it was his friend Michelle.
 
back and forth between outside and inside I was trying to figure out what todo, I was terrified, scared at this point because he is in a point of extreme violent state of mind and I don’t want to raise to a point of any more violence so I need to book, I need to leave. I am not the type of person to fight unless backed into a corner, I didn’t want to be the one to shoot him if he turns out to be more violent with his weapons that he has around. 
 
He was extremely freaking me out with him being naked and running and blocking my path from going anywhere to a point when I got my keys, phone, and ID i got him to finally go back in the house to get some pants when that happened I got in my car and drove as fast as I could away, I went to the nearest gas station and dialed 311 instead of 911 because I didn’t know if it was an true emergency or not. At this point I need police to assist in this situation.  I told the dispatcher what is going on and when the call was done I ended up calling my mom about what is going on, freaked out and crying that I had to do this to a long time friend, as I waited for the officer to show up. I went inside the shell gas station and got some water as my mouth was dry and granted I just barely fell asleep at 1am due to I was at the track till 11pm last night.
 
When the officer showed up I explained to him what is going on, He then decided to head to my house to investigate some more, My roommate on the other hand went inside already and the officer asked if he had permission to enter and of course I gave it to him and my house key, they had about 5 cruisers show up with a Sargent before they proceed with this case. When the Sarg spoke to me he told me the plan, I also explained to him his previous mental illness from Massachusetts as I tried to let them know everything about this person.
 
After about 30 minutes of the 5 officers approached my roommate, He confessed to everything and is very apologetic of what happened.  I did not wanted to see him, as now I have been also told that an ambulance is on the way to take him to the hospital.
 
When he finally left the house they said they are going to keep him until the doctors can diagnose him and get him the treatment he needs for his mental illness going on. 
 
My room was still just fine, just my internet has been destroyed as in the cable modem, wireless router, cat5 cables that I ran was all cut up, TV was slammed to the ground and broken. glass everywhere. It was a mess.
 
 
Outside was a few pictures destroyed, my 350z Car door was damaged as he kicked in a huge dent. Later on that day I’ve noticed my shed was damaged. None of the 200sx (s12)’s was damaged that I could find so far. 
 
I was able to cure most of the dent with a toilet plunger and I am working slowly cleaning the house while I am also in a rush to pull the VG30e crank to get to Universal or if I can find one from another garage. 
 
 *Update*
After a week later, he returned to my home early around 3am at 05/27 badly burned up and such. He was released from the jail in North Las Vegas (No clue why north las vegas in the first place) He was taken to the North Vista Hospital who treated him as if he was a homeless guy and didn’t treat him as he kept telling them he is bipolar when he is clearly NOT bipolar. He is suffering from the same thing as his family has called “Schizophrenia” Everything that happened to me on the 21st was the same results of that exact diagnosis. He refuses help that he needs to get it under control as he thinks that he has it under control in which I know it is going to just get worse and there is nothing I can do except barricade myself in my room and hopes that when the next time it happens I can safely escape again. 

May 06

Project Fairlady Silvia running fine?

Well I just made a recent discovery,  

I am an idiot, but now the lesson has been learned and my main issue is now resolved and a final solution and work around is now in place.

Here is a video of fairlady silvia with the temperature gun, showing that my temps are normal with the ASCO t-stat 160F OEM Style. 

So from there here is a quick drive around the hood. 

She is running a bit rich but I’ll fix that this weekend. 

May 01

Couple of running Silvia’s

Project Fairlady Silvia, for now I have a fix in place it is a work around in the process for the moment till I can get a replacement block. 

I had a shifting issues with it, that didn’t seem right at all. I revisited the clutch master and slave and a new line and all seemed to be good with pressure but the pressure plate was not. 

When I pulled this plate out of the VG, 2/3 of the teeth was faced in words and I did not get a picture of that but I was able to swap it out with the old pressure plate by Rhinopak. 

It took some time, but a lesson to be learned here is never buy ebay junk so my only fear is the clutch itself shredding. 

At this time I went a head and replaced the throw out bearing since the old on has been on there for over 5 years (left) and the new one on the (right) 

When that was installed it did feel better with the clutch and stuff. 

 

 

 

 

Reassembled the clutch on the vg block and reinstalled the transmission, this took the majority of my day to reinstall. But when completed I have ended up with a dead battery as the battery is on a dead cell and does need to be replaced asap. 

But the next day, I was able todo a few test runs and the clutch was solid the pressure was great, I was able to shift like I should.  I was satisfied for this now, and I feel more confident in driving this car now. 

 

 

Here is my current walk around. 

For my other project, my project Serenity a daily restore project and the restore was near perfect it is running with no issues. Replaced the ca18e idead with a fully rebuilt ca20e doing so I have no more issues with the car. 

Here is a current walk around. 

Now with my current project is project Robin the CA18det. 

 

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