Jul 17

The chaos brews at home…

So I was writting this on the 17, because I was being a bit angry. 

As a follow up to the previous posts, I have an uneasy feeling that I’ve made a huge mistake in which it is now caused me to live in fear in my own home.

In the past I have successfully able to roommate with this current roommate and had no issues like this before, I think the fact that due to alot of shitty things in his life is taking a huge toll on his mental state. I tried to be encouraging and tried to turn the other cheek

Just I can’t seem to grasp why is he still in my house? why the fuck is he not looking for another place?

But here is a whole time line of what has happened between then and the 22nd.

Time line to the final moment,

Kal sends me a message on July 13th stating to pick him up at the same time I had a temporary protection order in place so I am like freaking out as this is now being placed upon my shoulder again.

I continue to ignore as Mat is now contacting me as he is also trying to get me to pick up Kal but I also have this issue that I have a TPO against him and it is a bit against my court order to do so. After going back and forth I felt obligated to pick him up and of course this is now has pissed me off as I didn’t want him to come back, I want him to get help as I know from experience he is messed up in the head as I cannot have this stuff happening in my life anymore. It was also known to me that he will be on outpatient with Montevista starting on Monday.

I picked him up finally and stressed and explained to him I can’t have this and have asked a few times to see if Matt would come down on the weekend as I wanted to discuss with him about this situation and out of the presence of Kal I wanted to discuss getting him out of my house as I am now feeling this is becoming way too much for me.

Saturday rolls around and he did not show up as I feel Kal didn’t ask him to do so, at this time Kal seems to be ok still a random being both Jesus and superman is starting to spark up though at this time I couldn’t ignore it this time so it is starting to annoy me to the next power.

Monday rolls around he leaves and comes back, Tuesday he gets picked up and that is when I noticed the superman / jesus delusion is growing bigger Wednesday is now getting more overwhelming and he is now telling me and trying to get me on his same page that he is Jesus Christ and now identifies as Jesus Christ and also believes he is also Kal-El (Superman). Thursday he talks to this one girl who is now telling him she is Lilith in which I learned later on that Kal dreamed this part and she was going along with it, Friday he admits more of this tall tales to me and completely went completely nuts with being Jesus Christ and becoming extremely paranoid over it and wants to know everywhere I go as if I was going to cheat on him or something wtf?  So I am now enraged inside I am getting very pissed off at this as now I see that Montevista is NOT helping at all and it sounds like he is NOT telling them anything about this voices he has been hearing not telling them that he is now identifying as Jesus Superman Christ.  Now, I am in the process to flex my TPO and get him out because this is getting dangerous stupid part is that he is getting sleep and a lot of it and still he is being this weirdly delusional yet not delusional like he has merged 2 realities into 1 in his mind. During this time he was also telling me this week that he is going to have this girl come over who he is also saying she identified as Lilith, at first I was like “wtf? Another crazy one?)  How he was going to Save her as Jesus and if she doesn’t accept that she would p

So I let that just continue on as I plan my kal-exit strategy I was thinking to just call the cops now and have them serve the paperwork and get done with it, but doing so I might have to fight him and solo and doing so might put me in a position I didn’t want to be. So in planning and some thought I’d play it by ear but still proceed with removal and with my brothers help for sure Saturday morning this way if there was a fight that broke out 2 vs 3 (Kalman, Jesus, and Superman) might be a bit more on the even side.

Satruday, still planning the best attack by just do it or give him a choice, and waited till he woke up, he got up about 11:45ish just before I head out to get to my appointment with a doc in Henderson, he was telling me more about Lilith and shown me the conversation and on top of this convo, he was telling me that he had to reset the router at and at the same time the cops showed up and I checked my email and didn’t see anything that would of shown  any sign of the police to show up. He stated that the girl sent them to do a checkup because she hasn’t heard from kal in a while and got scared.

At this time I went to my appointment and then I decided to make it a choice to at least give him a choice to figure out his situation as I have lost my patience with him and he doesn’t understand how much this whole situation he has caused being in completely denial of everything just so he can get in to get a metro officer.

He is costing me money, putting me in fear of my own home, and my home is also in chaos as I have no idea what he will destroy next out of the name of supernatural as he is like a loose cannon.

So my final letter to Kal was this,

I am going to be blunt and honest. How you react to this is your next move as this is a written statement. 

There is no need to fight over this and if you value our friendship you would understand and respect my wishes below.

After witnessing today events with you this morning and the events of this week, I had to calm down because I almost had Metro involved right away, I am extremely angry with you and have been this entire week but I tried to play it cool because you was going to Montevista and now that you have to inject that I am now apart of your fantasy fiction with you believing you are both “jesus christ” and “Superman” I had enough, no more,  I am done. 

I have been nice for too long and you are free loading in my home I am not a christian and I will never convert so stop trying as I don’t want to be in the middle of your fantasy. I don’t care about who you think you identify as.

I wanted to discuss with Matt last weekend in person on a possible relocation for you because I CANNOT HANDLE YOUR JESUS / SUPERMAN SHIT, as I told you I cannot have this. You was a guest in my house that you have expired your stay as of today, I am sorry for this but I cannot be apart of your fantasy as you think is a reality. 

I need you gone by the end of day today, NO EXCUSES! if this is going to cost our friendship then so be it. The Hammer has been dropped what you do from here is on you, I have the paper work to be served and a Metro officer can do that for me when I return later. 

I do not care if you have no place to go I suggest you figure that out on your own I refuse to be your crutch, Just go let me know when you are ready to acquire the rest of your stuff as you know I wont harm your stuff. 

I am being nice by giving you a chance / choice on this subject and not going straight to metro to remove you already enforcing the TPO. 

After 30 minutes of receiving this, he was also starting to get into a freak out mode and getting very apologetic, He is now freaking out and at this time I got a message from the girl who he was calling Lilith telling me his story was a delusion still but she called the police to check up on me to make sure I am still alive as she has been going along with Kal with his delusion. Matt also has stated that no one will hold it against me if I wanted him out and if he doesn’t go TPO, get the police involved.

Later on that night, I was starting to feel soft so I started to ask some questions to question his well being and that is when he flipped out.

He started to call me a liar, and then he dropped a big bomb on me stating that He will kill himself and the blood would be on my hands, now is blaming me for his career would be ruined and keeps calling me a liar.  So now I have called 911 at this time and I learned yet again he called 911 on himself threating suicide and now is belittling me (I heard all this from my cameras)

I got both an email and text message stating the same thing, just in text he was spamming the fuck you, liar etc… “How’s this on record… my death will be your responsibility I’m going to go kill myself and it’s on your hands Knife… apply pressure and that’s IT… I’m gonna go walk somewhere and do it.. FUCK you for lying to me all this time…. YOU’RE A LIAR..”

Said part is, I never lied, not once. About 10 pm he was taken away, From the message from the girl and mat that he is going to montevista and that is where we wanted him to go.

I have not once responded since I sent the follow up questionnaire to the first email nor fueled the fire in anyway. In fact, I was at my mom’s house the whole time after my appointment while he was going bat shit crazy.


So in other news, I got the cooling system stabilized in the s12.