Dec 08

Missing Oregon?

Ever had a moment in life you just felt like your on auto pilot? For some reason I feel like my life is on auto pilot, I think a lot of people use drugs or booze to help with the auto piloting. I hate this feeling but more I am with this company I feel like I’m back to being on auto pilot, and this is not good for me at all, anyways.

I came to the conclusion that I really do miss living in Oregon, the tree’s, air, and even the people are different. ??It was like an awesome adventure, but what else can I do really? Michael fucked me hard core, and attempted to poise my life and turn my friends against me. I do have to say, I do have some true friends, because they see how Michael tried to poison my life. ??My Family and Friends all say that I’m ??lucky to get out there alive and away from that poisonous business relationship before it turns grim on my side, last thing I need to do is take a deep breath again and he assumes it’s sighing again and stabs me in the back instead of screaming at me.

So moving forward, still thinking of ways to move back to Central Oregon and still thinking of when to put in my 2 weeks from here. I think as soon as I get what I needed done to the S12, and that isn’t a whole lot more maybe after I get a few things done to the motor is when I will put in my 2 weeks and focus on something bigger for me and my life then as a support tech making $9 an hour again. ??There is no way in hell I can support myself, find my own place, and focus on greater things in my life let alone goals for myself working here, it’s just not happening. I can be a slave to this all my life, or I can break out of it and really make a name for myself, and apparently I write worse then a 3rd grader so please excuse my blogging mess, I’m just saying.

Nov 08

November of G…

Hi fans! ??lately things have been really crazy for me, from work to my car.

The s12 project has been an awesome project so far, what I’ve done lately was a few new upgrades. ??So far I’ve got most of my parts put together for my automatic to 5speed swap, it wasn’t easy due to the fact that it’s an SEv6 needing a rare yet common style transmission. What I mean is The bell housing is the rare part, while the W71C trans is in about almost every s13 and some 300zx so for my next on the agenda is a custom ??drive shaft, clutch, flywheel, and shifter. ??Then it’s off to suspension.

Only thing that might put a stop to it, is that I might just quit this job, being a support tech or should I say more like someone who answer the phone calls all day, it is a very stressful job especially for the money, so I’ve been thinking about quitting this because it’s just not my forte and the pay is like taking a 200% pay cut now if it was 12 to 14 an hour then I wouldn’t mind so much but at 9 an hour is from the way things are I just can’t sit here all day just to answer phone calls from angry customers to get chewed out from the customers because of their frustrations and normally it’s an all day and then get chewed out because a co-worker is lazy and a complete assholes, or when they don’t even prioritize their work, and be more organized and communicative. Just not my thing, I defiantly don’t want to be their outside tech either especially since I hate *hate* and hate Las Vegas’s heat. No way in hell I can go on poles or drive around town all day long if it was in Redmond Oregon sure no problem, because the weather there is just soo awesome to me.

I did have an idea for the company, but I think if I gave out the idea of what would be a good idea just might not be a good idea with them. Why is that? Well mainly because it requires a restructure of the internal network let alone it will cost some money to even upgrade, and if they even did like my idea it will just get ripped-off, and where I had an awesome idea that would having me expect to have my own place with the company just ??will not happen and then I’ll end up reverting back towards hatred, when it’s just business.

Oct 31

Happy Halloween…

Happy Halloween, Raven is parked due to transmission problems and S12 is now my daily driver.

Oct 27

Raven… Silvia….

It’s hard to say these days, as today I drove to work. I smelt heavy gas and this is due to I’ve seen a leaky fuel rail.
But you know what, it’s an easy fix, for that I’ll get that fixed before I drive off today. ??So far the S12 has a swap coming for the transmission. I might hold off, till I get the firebird’s transmission done, Even tho I have all the parts. ??Mainly because I do need a??drive-able??car on the down time.

Oct 09

Last days of being 31.. now 32, lol.

Yep, 32.. no goals??accomplished, it’s ok tho I guess. I am relentless to keep moving forward, firebird is in limp mode with the transmission now. ??Now this one??statement??came in the mail, from boli, I guess Oregon Allows slavery with their states especially when I’ve submitted valid proof especially the??statement??directly from??Michael??that I was to live for free in that house. But what ever Karma is a bitch and it will hit Michael 10x fold.

S12 has somehow became my daily, the swap for the auto to manual is almost complete with the parts. This project is going to be awesome.

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